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my name is shelly and i had a partial historectomy at the age of 25,medically necasary.i bleed for months at a time very painful,loss of energy from loosing so much blood.i would stop for a day if i was lucky i would stop for 2 days.then all over again we would go this went on for some time and then i went to the docs and they tried to do a d&c but that didn't work so they said because i was so young and had no children that they needed to try other methods to correct the problem,well they must me through artificial menopause,wow what a trip,hot cold hot cold they did this for 4 months then let them see if it corrected the problem, it didn't so another round of monthly shots this time only 3 were given then they seen this was not working so nov.of 1998 i was hospitalized for a partial historectomy.the part of not having children did not hit me hard till i had the surgery.i have my days specially around mother's day.i am greatful to have my mom with me but i am also sadden by the fact i can't be a mother.a few years ago i cried on mother's day cause i took my mom out to dinner and she gave me a priceless thing.a gift and a card that says thinking of you on mother's day.to get a gift on mother's day is like being a mother but i know i can't turn back time and change things cause if i could i would go back when i was 4 when i was harmed and the person tipped my uterus in a way that could not be fixed so that was one reason i couldn't have children to begin with but the surgery was the final say of this is it no chance ever of children.